New start ? Awaking up to reality

Today is Dec 3 2013  If I had a nickel for everytime I started to journal my trading I would be rich.

I have been at this a very long time. And thinking about it i realize a few things.  while more money would be nice. it would not make me any happier. I would probably not go on more trips. I would be nice to help out certain causes. but mostly it would be nice to know that i am able to do something that most fail at. To be able to control my state of mind well enough to trade without fear or stress, knowing that the trader I now am will evolve into the trader that I know is possable within me. it is a matter of seeing the goal and filling in the blanks to get there.

The following is a list of daily Habits that will help me to be the person that I am.

 

#1 I will get up a half hour before market open

#2 I will make my bed

#3 I will take a shower

#4 I will trade the same chart set up that I have chosen out of the hundreds. as it puts the odds of profits  in my favor. 

#5  I will never sim again, even if this means sitting, staring at a live dom

#6 I will print out a chart  everyday with the trades possable or made. and any thoughts written on it.

#7 I will post a little something here each day just to develop the habit of being disiplined about something for a change. 

 

As my biggest and current issue is: fearing to take a trade, I must figuare out a plan to get thru this.that may mean to trade the m6e with the idea of just pushing the button to be in a live market.

I will do this the rest of this week realizing that this has nothing to do with winning or losing but to just respond to the visual chart as a machine.